Did anyone ever asked you this question? Yes? Well same. I think it's important question but to ask yourself, not anyone else asking you. Have you changed, your style, train of thoughts, opinions... It is what it is honey, it's life not your fault. You should be happy and you should change to become a better person not to become someone you don't want to be. That is not okay. Like when you are your own boss, you are free, you don't give and f about anything else, like yes you do have feelings, emotions but the important thing is you and you should NEVER EVER put yourself down to make someone happy and pleased. I have done this so i know how this is, and trust me it is reliving when you do not have to make sure you have done all the good stuff, all the needed stuff. LIKE it is fuc*ing okay we fuc* up it is, that's what life is made out of, it's not perfect, never will be unless you make it be perfect. Love yourself, love others, love who you think you sho